It's hard to be a girl
It's even harder to be a girl who wants to become an actor
For all these years, I have been receiving many different comments about my body and my appearance, and they still keep coming.
I have been really really conscious about my look and I have spent most of the years hating myself
I blamed myself for not being able to lose weight, I punished myself by not giving myself the love I deserve and I couldn't believe any compliments I have ever received because I felt like people were just saying them as a gesture of being nice.
It truly bothers me
until now
I gave up!
I gave up trying to be who I'm not, I gave up hating myself.
It's not worth it
I still work out and I still wear make up, but I'm doing all these things for completely different reasons.
I just want to be happy and healthy and keep doing the things I love, that's it.
Took me almost 30 years to figure it all out, but that's alright.
maybe I'm a late bloomer, whatever.
To all the girls who still struggle:
PLEASE KNOW THAT YOU ARE PERFECT JUST THE WAY YOU ARE.

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