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Video directed by Se Oh

VERSE:
I don’t know, when I got scared
Scared of my imagination
Used to see, beautiful things
Now I got this sick fixation

PRE:
On playing out every single fear I’ve ever had, scrolling through their pictures seeing all I don’t have
Believing every negative feeling is a fact
I don’t wanna get used to that

CHORUS:
Why do I beat myself up
And tear myself down
I’m so good at being critical
I guess I learned
it’s hard to get hurt
when you’re good at being cynical

VERSE 2:
i’m jealous of, when i was young
and everything was right there waiting
wanted the sky, aimed so high instead of
lowering my expectations

PRE:
i don’t know how else to keep my feet on the ground
And stop the voices in my head from getting too loud
I think I’m realizing no one figures it out
And I gotta get used to that

BRIDGE:
if i hope and it doesn’t work
then i know it’s gonna hurt
so i make a joke act like nothing’s wrong
And put another layer of armor on


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