Is that the big adventure while here . The experience becomes shaped by the handler , our emotive selves inner and outer and what is left but the one and the many inside even though there is a vast war raging and in secret within , there is upon the outside ,. Only 1 to see. It is you , and the multitude are the voices inside . Miguel Ruiz says “be impeccable with your word “ so this music is an attempt at being honest with a feeling . And the feeling is ,… “why am I at war with myself , soft and obsequious and loud and persistent “ within me is the telling of the story of the reaction to the outside world and I am a blade of grass within constantly wavering in the wind “ or something eloquent sounding like that . Just think of a mysterious conflict and this is my idea